Stranded I'm waiting for you to call meStranded by ~toastyXhobo
Because I'm stranded here alone
I'm waiting for you to acknowledge me
But I have to wait here on my own
I would manage a smile or laugh
Just to make me feel better
But I can't
And I know that you'll never
I will not let myself break
But I can't forgive me
I can't let go of my mistakes
I'm too use to being blinded by these things
I'm fixated upon you
That face that smile
Nothing else but you
But babe I'm just not worth your time
I know that this is my fault
I know you're doing all you can
I can't help but wanting to end it all
But I'm scared you won't understand
These are the times when
.:Nothing Left to Defend:. Watch me deteriate.:Nothing Left to Defend:. by ~toastyXhobo
Snipping my own seams
Watch me explode
Witness the darkest side of me
These feelings of restlessness
I know I'm not alone
I know someone out there is feeling this
But am I too for gone
No one will ever change me
There is nothing else at stake
I've fallen off the edge already
Nothing left to break
Spiraling downward nice and steady
My eyes are blind to the end
I'm scared for my sanity now
Because I know I have nothing left to defend
This is me just waiting
This is me pretending
I want to know that I can feel something
But all I can feel is my hope ending
I'm just another causalty
Another screw up for
Distracted 
