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.:Nothing Left to Defend:. by ~toastyXhobo:icontoastyXhobo:



Watch me deteriate
Snipping my own seams
Watch me explode
Witness the darkest side of me
These feelings of restlessness
I know I'm not alone
I know someone out there is feeling this
But am I too for gone

No one will ever change me
There is nothing else at stake
I've fallen off the edge already
Nothing left to break
Spiraling downward nice and steady
My eyes are blind to the end
I'm scared for my sanity now
Because I know I have nothing left to defend

This is me just waiting
This is me pretending
I want to know that I can feel something
But all I can feel is my hope ending
I'm just another causalty
Another screw up for soceity
I'm just another face
Nothing is left up to me

No one will ever change me
There is nothing else at stake
I've fallen off the edge already
Nothing left to break
Spiraling downward nice and steady
My eyes are blind to the end
I'm scared for my sanity now
Because I know I have nothing left to defend

I'll throw it all away
Just so someone can just hold me
Find my purpose somewhere
In them inside trying to avoid me
Your endless sympathy
Is wearing thin on me
I have nothing to show for my misery
Don't waste your time on me

No one will ever change me
There is nothing else at stake
I've fallen off the edge already
Nothing left to break
Spiraling downward nice and steady
My eyes are blind to the end
I'm scared for my sanity now
Because I know I have nothing left to defend
©2007-2009 ~toastyXhobo
:icontoastyxhobo:

Author's Comments

I probably spelling somethign wrong... inspired by 'This Is My Animal' and 'My December' and finally 'Closer to the Edge'. I don't know what to say... I've just been feeling like this. I hate it. I have to reason to feel this way, either... I'm just a bitter person, I suppose. Or a teenager. :]

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